I’ve always been drawn to the unseen. Long before I had language for it, I was searching, through science, through spirit, through experience, for something real.

I started making orgonite and tensor tools around 2011. I don’t remember exactly where I first discovered them, but once I did, it lit something up in me. I was between jobs and had a lot of open space, and I filled that space with creation, learning, experimenting, building every day. It wasn’t just a hobby. It felt like a remembering.

Eventually, life pulled me back into the world of routine and responsibility, and that creative fire went quiet. I returned to my work in healthcare, fifteen years in total, ten of them as a cardiac sonographer, literally looking at people’s hearts with sound waves. I can see now how even then, my path was about listening deeper, sensing what isn’t visible to the eye.

The real turning point came in 2021. My wife, Angella, had a spontaneous awakening during an acupuncture session. She came home different; sensitive to energy, aware of vibrations, activated in a way that couldn’t be undone. Just days before that, I had felt the pull to pick up a wand I’d made years earlier that had sat untouched on a shelf. When I pointed it at her, her body reacted instantly. That was the first time I saw, undeniably, that what I had made was real. That these weren’t just object, they were alive with something.

That moment was a rupture in the fabric of everything I thought I knew. It was also a homecoming.

From there, memories began to surface, of past lives, soul contracts, moments before incarnation. I began to understand that this path I was on was not new. I had been walking it across lifetimes. The tools I was making weren’t just experiments. They were part of a larger mission—one I had agreed to long before this life began.

I’ve always wanted to be a healer, though for a long time I thought that meant laying hands on people or working in clinics. But when Angella awakened, I realized that my role isn’t to be the one channeling the energy directly into others. My gift is to embed that energy into form. Into matter. Into tools that others—healers, seekers, sensitives—can use in their own ways. My work is to build. To create. To ground codes into physical structures.

I’ve dealt with chronic health issues for most of my life. That’s part of the story too. It’s created a kind of relentless curiosity in me, a need to find answers, real ones, not just borrowed truths. My orientation is always toward discernment. I don’t want to regurgitate someone else’s system of belief. I want to understand, to test, to question, to seek what’s real, even if it doesn’t come in neat explanations.

For me, science and spirituality are not opposites. They’re both languages trying to describe the same vast mystery. Energy healing, multidimensionality, clairvoyance, memory, resonance, all of these things, I believe, have structure, systems, logic. We just don’t fully comprehend them yet. And maybe in this dimension, we never will. But that doesn’t make them any less real.

Everything I create, everything I build, is a reflection of this pursuit, for beauty, for meaning, for coherence in a fragmented world. My tools are one expression of that. But more than that, I’m a human on a path of remembering. Of clearing distortions. Of helping to restore sovereignty, first in myself, and then in the field around me.

This work isn’t about escape. It’s about embodiment. I came here to be human. And that means feeling it all. Healing it all. Integrating it all. The light, the shadow, the cosmic, the cellular. That’s the path I’m walking, and if you’re reading this, maybe you’re walking it too.